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i’m not a chocolate eater… usually, but when projects reporting times comes… LET THERE BE CHOCOLATE!! 🙂
in these times, chocolate goes well…
with apples…
with tangerines…
with bananas…
with bread (homemade 😉 )…
with… itself :D…
with tea…
chocolate…
any (good) chocolate…
thank you, chocolate! 😀
:)))
PS: OH, and in these times I EAT non-stop 🙂
Sandra and Felix… co-creators of Gubal
goes so deep…
Gubal is the latest generation of hang from PANart
http://gubal.ch/
<3
PS: if you ever want to gift me with something in this world, Gubal it is 🙂 (as the hang is out of production and didn’t arrived in my laps and under my palms).
unspoken: no words
words…
what are they?….
who are they?…
you sleep… it’s me who needs to speak out somehow… and it’s good that I am here… with youwould you forgive me,
if, again, I will not let you sleep with my speaking?
…
words…
wondering hou would it be to have a smooth relationship with them
other that…using them… It feels impersonal
relationship.. which is NOT… feels like
dry words… and yet they are born of me
like own children which you don’t recognize as yours
does that mean I am… dry?…here I go again… [judging myself also]
there is something inside of me which feel so UNSPOKEN
what is IT?
feels disconnected
feels… like so close and yet so far
like a blind spot you know is there but you cannot see
a blackhole which sucks my energy, attention…. and I cannot get close to ityet these creatures…words… are creating the bridge between myself and the world
….and you, you, you, you… and all my significant others.
is in this context I feel these creatures are not with me… are going away from me
running away
and I have this sense of… missing the vehicle to relate… to construct…
yet when I am with no words (in fact when I am not with words)… I am with…. feel(ing)s.
which for me are enough… are they, really?! sometimes I know they are, I know it inside…
and there are times I feel… like… without hands… eyes…. tongue… mouth…abyss between me and the world
feeling like talking about… nothing here, again… see?! no words at hand… at least not specific ones…my mind is unclear now…
going to find sleep now
cereale libere
Dragi prieteni ai Pamantului Liber,
De ceva vreme facem painea noastra, acasa.
Zilele acestea am pornit si maia-ua noastra proprie… In curand vom cumpara si o moara de facut faina, ca sa stim si ce punem in paine.
Va fi o moara mica, nu industriala.
Pasul urmator este sa gasim cerealele din care sa facem faina, asadar vin spre voi cu rugamintea: cine are sau stie persoane care vand cereale este rugat sa imi dea un semn. Ne intereseaza experiente directe sau indirecte dar in cunostinta de cauza. Ne intereseaza cereale din seminte libere, crescute cu grija pentru pamant si recolta, curate si impresurate cu iubire :).
Ne intereseaza totul: grau, alac (spelta), hrisca, mei, orez, secara, orz, ovaz, porumb, sorg…
Ne intereseaza cereale locale… noi suntem in zona Mures, Cluj… pot fi din toata Transilvania.
Multumiri, asteptam cu drag semne :).
PS: prietenii mei dragi, nu am uitat de reteta pentru paine, promit sa revin cu postarea curand! multumesc pentru rabdare! 🙂
it takes a lot to be a woman
today it was the first meeting with the Fairy Godmothers…
unele femei m-au intrebat sau au afirmat la despartire ca ne stim de undeva dar nu stiu de unde… well, eu am simtit asta de cand ne-am adunat in acelasi spatiu fizic, fata de unele chiar puternic… familiaritatea aceea de care nu ma mai speriu :).
normal ca ne stim de undeva… de pe aici… iar acum ne-am intalnit si fizic pentru prima oara.
in aceasta seara am avut trairi mixte… on one side and in some moments I was feeling filled (literraly inside by body, mostly in my womb and my heart) with warmth, joy… blessed…
on other moments I was noticing myself thinking about “what am I doing here?”, “are we serious adults talking about fairies?”.
I felt some of the women really close to in heart, as we were sharing our opinions in group opening.
what shimmered for me again… was the realization about who am I, as a woman…
Cristina (one of the women who “knows be from somewhere”) was asking at the end of the meeting, how can we differenciate between the woman…where woman ends and when the girl begins?
what come to me again and it came to me for many times in the past couple of months… what I know with by whole being is that:
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover, I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint, I do not feel ashamed.the child inside me never ends… the lover… the same…sometimes I am a child… sometimes I’m a bitch. different moments in my life triggers some part of me and I express that in those moments. and they are mostly labels we use to identify a behaviour.the mother it’s still waiting, but I feel it more and more close. I know now there will be a child coming through me in this life. I fell something it’s cooking around me, bigger then myself, beyond my rational decision about it.I feel the motherhood inside me (dedicated post for this coming soon – it’s a lot going on).the words still resonating inside me from the meeting today are sacred, together, expressing, unspoken.
divinitate
aranjez deja la multe niveluri si sunt parte din…. acest “proiect”, “curs” (@ feminitate.org) sa ii spunem… poate fi numit si viata 🙂nu pot face diferenta intre ele…angajamentul meu a fost luat deja intern… cu ceva vreme in urma…si da, este in primul rand pentru divinitatea care se manifesta prin mine, care este in fiecare din noi. poate suna egoist… nu e deloc… daruirea pe care o simt fata de Universul intreg mi-e calauza… si am multe de oferit: mie si femeilor din jurul meu. deja se intampla… prima dovada sunt eu :)… din ce in ce mai eu!inca inainte sa apara mesajul publicat de Andreea si Mihaela pe feminitate.org, in ultimele trei luni impartasesc cu doi prieteni dragi cat de sacred-devine-goddess ma simt de din-ce-in-ce-mai multe ori… cu tot ce inseamna asta… cu toata energia care curge prin mine… cu tot ce simt ca vine din urma – generatii, ancestral, energia feminina care se manifesta pentru ca si acest spirit sa se poata manifesta fizic in acest corp-tub minunat :).“IMPREUNA” este de vreo 2 ani o tema principala in aceasta perioada a vietii mele… si in primul rand IMPREUNA cu mine 😛asadar incepem weekendul viitor, apoi ne vedem pe 14.11, 12.12, 09.0.2016 etc… a 10-a intalnire va fi pe 13.08.2016. minunat!mintea imi spune in continuare “nu ai ce cauta acolo, tu nu esti mama”… insa stiu dincolo de minte ce sunt ;)..si da, zambesc… si da, si mintea mea va fi cu mine la intalniri :P… ne vom tine de mana cu blandete…I’m (with)in, all the way! <3love and blessing to all the women in the world!
meetings on the skin: ode to the WOMAN
how would it be to meet THE WOMAN?!… the true woman inside me… the one outside me?!…
how would it be to allow her to express herself?!… the way she is… tender… simple… sacred… powerful… vulnerable… touching… soft… strong, true to herself and to others… crying, laughing, crying and laughing at the same time for many times…
how would it be to not be afraid of this… to not be afraid of myself in that moment, not be afraid of herself…?!
how?!…
it is… beyond any words I could write here… divine!
grateful to meet you, woman… grateful for our meetings on the skin… for our hearts meeting… the way I am, the you are… the way we are…
grateful to meet the pure feminine inside, sacred ourselves… within ourselves… holding all of us… holding our hearts, holding our hands along the way…
I feel I’m opening up… I’m here all the way… tapping into my heart’s freedom beyond my body… freedom of my heart loving myself and loving YOU, WOMAN!
I have so much to offer… to share… the explore… to breathe in and breathe out… to touch, to kiss, to feel…
… in the meetings of our skin… <3
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new, meaningful story – Cutia Taranului
Starting today I get involved body-and-soul in Cutia Taranului project :).
It was with my heart already for a while now, I was close to it in some ways…
It’s part of the new story I wrote for my life: simple, meaningful, purposeful, closer to Mother Nature.
Cutia Taranului facilitates the link between the ones who wants fresh and good food and the peasants. From the start of the project in Romania (2012), project initiators wanted to revive a precious, traditional and trustful relationship between the peasants who grow their food and the ones that lives in the cities and want fresh products on their tables.
Currently, Cutia Taranului boxes are delivered, directly by the producers, in Cluj Napoca and Bucharest.
I invite you to have a look on the website. Maybe you find there something, too ;).
