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shimmering girl
Last Tuesday I was meeting Rune and other beautiful beings.
When I entered the room his presence was almost palpable, even if the room (big conference room in Grand Hotel Tg. Mures) was crowded and noisy with people coming in for the event. I was stopped, needing to breath in and out to meet it.
It felt like coming… home. It was home in that large-cold-until-then conference room! I felt Rune’s presence (and not only his) the whole time of the meeting… and also of the man sitting / meditating in the corner of the room – still have no idea who he was and what was doing there. He didn’t had to do anything 😉 to feel it. Well, to satisfy my mind, he was playing the background music for the event.
At a certain moment, during the final moments of the meeting I felt a strong calling from the middle of the room. Something shimmered and I felt it calling strong. I was turning my body, scanning the room, looking into that direction, I felt my body like a radar positioning a signal.
I saw a girl… sitting. She had tears coming from her eyes and she was holding on, physically (also), to her heart. I knew it was her who touched me inside. Our eyes locked, I was noticing my heart, my whole upper body, softly warming up even more then it already was and the next moment my body was walking towards her.
I sat next to her, looking into each other’s eyes… took her hands into mine, facing each other. That moment her body already shivering from tearing burst into more shivers, more tears coming out from her eyes, letting her head down, closing her eyes. I took her chin on my hand, softly lifting her head – we looked again into each others eyes, my eyes were pouring too.
At a moment, as she was crying she was asking me “Can you explain to me what is happening to me?” – I answered (don’t remember if verbally also) at least nodding a “No” at the same time we both knew the answer was not in spoken words.
We continue to share our tears and hold hands, me breathing softly, noticing the warmth in my and her body.
At another moment I was holding her also in my arms (besides my heart), being with her.
Moments passed, no idea how much time. The room went empty, all participants were gone, we were with Rune and the people organizing the event.
After I held Rune’s hands too and hugged each other, no talking – knowing again there are no words to share the moment – I waited for her to say hi too.
We then walked side by side towards the elevator, went down, walked out in the presence of each other, in silence.
When we were out we looked into each others eyes once more, I wished her “may you be happy!“, she thanked and we walked into each other’s separate ways. Still, we were both home.
Welcome home, beautiful girl: rise & shine… and make your heart happy!
trees
zilele trecute am plantat trei copaci… de fapt sunt pomi fructiferi…
37 de ani… 3 pomi :)… intentionez sa mai modific numerele astea [da…da… observ gandurile pe care le am acum]
sunt intr-un loc special…
pe langa faptul ca am plantat pomii, simt ca am plantat in acel pamant ceva din mine, radacini de suflet care vor sa prinda putere… putere sa vina impreuna cu Mama Natura, sa imbratiseze solul nutritiv, sa primeasca nutrientii care sunt deja disponibili imprejur, sa flitreze ce e nevoie, sa hraneasca un trunchi sanatos, viguros si flexibil in acelasi timp, trunchi care sa ramana in picioare in mijlocul furtunii, sa nasca frunze ce se intind la soare, sa creasca fructe dulci, zemoase sau cum le este felul…
engleza… romana…
aici…
o sa scriu in romana, in engleza… sau alte limbi…
o sa scriu corect, poate incorect, in propozitii sau doar asa… “aruncat” in randuri sau cuvinte…
o sa scriu cu sau fara diacritice…
o sa scriu cu litere mari sau mici, cu punctuatie sau nu…
o sa scriu despre mine… si chiar cand o sa scriu despre altii sau ce e imprejur, tot despre mine va fi…
o sa scriu cum imi vine…
o sa scriu, asta e sigur, pe limba sufletului meu… si am s-o fac in primul rand pentru mine,
amen.
So, I write… hello world, again!
A dear friend of mine was telling me some days ago that this website is dead.
I would say it is (was 😉 ) dormant, as I created it back in… 2012 March! WOW… more three years since the intention to write :D. I know 3 is a special number to me. Anyway, I was writing, but outside the Internet, in my journals and it was just for me.
Yes, it was like this my old stories looked like – intention starts then action takes time, until something inside cooks.
What I know now it is still me I create new stories. The stories in which my heart know that a more beautiful world is possible! In these new stories, I met people at the right time and place, I connect with them, I reconnect with myself, I co-create time-space which is serving myself, the ones around me, Mother Earth and all the beings.
So, hello world, again! 😀
This is me on the way – trusting the process, noticing the struggle, breathing in and out, writing myself out.
This is me, who kept searching for myself for many years, believing my own and others bullshit. I still have a lot of it inside but I kindly look at it and holding it in my heart and as other special beings are holding my hand and are by my side, I rediscover my way back home.
A home where I (we) feel safe, protected, strong, soft, empowered, in congruence with oneness, with you, whomever you may be.
OH, same friend was telling me to become more specific so I will try that from now on. As specific intentions and thoughts drives to specific actions.
So, I write! 🙂
[acrostih] Sunt un Poem de Iubire
Se pare ca sunt totusi
Uneori… azi de exemplu…
Nu ma pot abtine sa nu fiu IUBIRE!
Tacere… pace… e simplu parca.Una cu mine, aproape de centru(l meu)
Norii trec si vin, raman doar eu.P…. imi aduce aminte de mine.
OH, ce minune ca sunt, ce minune ca e!
Eu… cer, pasari, natura… poem, iubire.
Maine e noul AZI!D
oar de mine depindein cand in cand
E bine sa fiu: poem, iubire, poem de iubire.Iubire,
Una cu mine,
Bine cu mine
Inauntrul meu.
Ramane sa fiu doar, sa raman
EU!Noiembrie 2014
salut!
hello world!
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