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divinitate
aranjez deja la multe niveluri si sunt parte din…. acest “proiect”, “curs” (@ feminitate.org) sa ii spunem… poate fi numit si viata 🙂nu pot face diferenta intre ele…angajamentul meu a fost luat deja intern… cu ceva vreme in urma…si da, este in primul rand pentru divinitatea care se manifesta prin mine, care este in fiecare din noi. poate suna egoist… nu e deloc… daruirea pe care o simt fata de Universul intreg mi-e calauza… si am multe de oferit: mie si femeilor din jurul meu. deja se intampla… prima dovada sunt eu :)… din ce in ce mai eu!inca inainte sa apara mesajul publicat de Andreea si Mihaela pe feminitate.org, in ultimele trei luni impartasesc cu doi prieteni dragi cat de sacred-devine-goddess ma simt de din-ce-in-ce-mai multe ori… cu tot ce inseamna asta… cu toata energia care curge prin mine… cu tot ce simt ca vine din urma – generatii, ancestral, energia feminina care se manifesta pentru ca si acest spirit sa se poata manifesta fizic in acest corp-tub minunat :).“IMPREUNA” este de vreo 2 ani o tema principala in aceasta perioada a vietii mele… si in primul rand IMPREUNA cu mine 😛asadar incepem weekendul viitor, apoi ne vedem pe 14.11, 12.12, 09.0.2016 etc… a 10-a intalnire va fi pe 13.08.2016. minunat!mintea imi spune in continuare “nu ai ce cauta acolo, tu nu esti mama”… insa stiu dincolo de minte ce sunt ;)..si da, zambesc… si da, si mintea mea va fi cu mine la intalniri :P… ne vom tine de mana cu blandete…I’m (with)in, all the way! <3love and blessing to all the women in the world!
meetings on the skin: ode to the WOMAN
how would it be to meet THE WOMAN?!… the true woman inside me… the one outside me?!…
how would it be to allow her to express herself?!… the way she is… tender… simple… sacred… powerful… vulnerable… touching… soft… strong, true to herself and to others… crying, laughing, crying and laughing at the same time for many times…
how would it be to not be afraid of this… to not be afraid of myself in that moment, not be afraid of herself…?!
how?!…
it is… beyond any words I could write here… divine!
grateful to meet you, woman… grateful for our meetings on the skin… for our hearts meeting… the way I am, the you are… the way we are…
grateful to meet the pure feminine inside, sacred ourselves… within ourselves… holding all of us… holding our hearts, holding our hands along the way…
I feel I’m opening up… I’m here all the way… tapping into my heart’s freedom beyond my body… freedom of my heart loving myself and loving YOU, WOMAN!
I have so much to offer… to share… the explore… to breathe in and breathe out… to touch, to kiss, to feel…
… in the meetings of our skin… <3
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“Why are you taking this course?”
On 8th of March I enrolled in the “Space Between Stories” online “course” with Charles Eisenstein, his invites and people around the world.
In enrollment, he was asking us to answer the “Why are you taking this course?“question from four perspectives. Here are my answers for today…
1. Answer as if speaking to an acquaintance or relative who might be uncomfortable with the changes you are facing or have been through.
I’m embarking in this (let’s call it) course so that I can better understand my “changes”, my deeper wanting of being myself and connecting in quality with the precious spirits around me (myself, you, people in my life, Mother Earth, all beings in the Universe etc.).2. Answer as if speaking to a trusted counselor, an ally on your evolutionary journey.
I’m taking this course because you know I feel this inner calling which drives me to living a simpler, closer to nature life, calling me for changes I want for a long time (and refuse to hear it for a long time). Thank you for bringing Charles and his vision into my life
– as you’re holding my hand and knowing Charles (and people like you two) gives me hope for ourselves, for humanity, empowers me, gives me strength and purpose to keep co-creating the small changes that drive to bigger impact on our in-need-for-ourselves world.3. Answer as if speaking to your future self on his or her deathbed.
You know I don’t want us to get to that moment of you telling me “I wish you’d had the courage to live a life true to yourself, not the life others expected of you”. I walk and co-create now the new stories, the story of my own self, with courage, trust and kindness, stories for the most beautiful world my and our hearts know to be(come) possible.4. Answer as if speaking to Gaia, the living planet; to the totality of all life on earth.
Dear Mother, I feel you calling me back to you as I haven’t listened to your call for a long time. I pushed back, I ran away from you and myself and lately as I / we cared less, your call is stronger then ever. I feel it, I see it and it’s time for us to be one again: I am taking this endeavor to get ready. I know I am ready! And it’s such a privilege to come together with other precious spirits in co-creating the new stories. The stories that take care of me, us, oneness, you and all the beings around. We are (be)coming back, Mother, and we are ready!shimmering girl
Last Tuesday I was meeting Rune and other beautiful beings.
When I entered the room his presence was almost palpable, even if the room (big conference room in Grand Hotel Tg. Mures) was crowded and noisy with people coming in for the event. I was stopped, needing to breath in and out to meet it.
It felt like coming… home. It was home in that large-cold-until-then conference room! I felt Rune’s presence (and not only his) the whole time of the meeting… and also of the man sitting / meditating in the corner of the room – still have no idea who he was and what was doing there. He didn’t had to do anything 😉 to feel it. Well, to satisfy my mind, he was playing the background music for the event.
At a certain moment, during the final moments of the meeting I felt a strong calling from the middle of the room. Something shimmered and I felt it calling strong. I was turning my body, scanning the room, looking into that direction, I felt my body like a radar positioning a signal.
I saw a girl… sitting. She had tears coming from her eyes and she was holding on, physically (also), to her heart. I knew it was her who touched me inside. Our eyes locked, I was noticing my heart, my whole upper body, softly warming up even more then it already was and the next moment my body was walking towards her.
I sat next to her, looking into each other’s eyes… took her hands into mine, facing each other. That moment her body already shivering from tearing burst into more shivers, more tears coming out from her eyes, letting her head down, closing her eyes. I took her chin on my hand, softly lifting her head – we looked again into each others eyes, my eyes were pouring too.
At a moment, as she was crying she was asking me “Can you explain to me what is happening to me?” – I answered (don’t remember if verbally also) at least nodding a “No” at the same time we both knew the answer was not in spoken words.
We continue to share our tears and hold hands, me breathing softly, noticing the warmth in my and her body.
At another moment I was holding her also in my arms (besides my heart), being with her.
Moments passed, no idea how much time. The room went empty, all participants were gone, we were with Rune and the people organizing the event.
After I held Rune’s hands too and hugged each other, no talking – knowing again there are no words to share the moment – I waited for her to say hi too.
We then walked side by side towards the elevator, went down, walked out in the presence of each other, in silence.
When we were out we looked into each others eyes once more, I wished her “may you be happy!“, she thanked and we walked into each other’s separate ways. Still, we were both home.
Welcome home, beautiful girl: rise & shine… and make your heart happy!
engleza… romana…
aici…
o sa scriu in romana, in engleza… sau alte limbi…
o sa scriu corect, poate incorect, in propozitii sau doar asa… “aruncat” in randuri sau cuvinte…
o sa scriu cu sau fara diacritice…
o sa scriu cu litere mari sau mici, cu punctuatie sau nu…
o sa scriu despre mine… si chiar cand o sa scriu despre altii sau ce e imprejur, tot despre mine va fi…
o sa scriu cum imi vine…
o sa scriu, asta e sigur, pe limba sufletului meu… si am s-o fac in primul rand pentru mine,
amen.
So, I write… hello world, again!
A dear friend of mine was telling me some days ago that this website is dead.
I would say it is (was 😉 ) dormant, as I created it back in… 2012 March! WOW… more three years since the intention to write :D. I know 3 is a special number to me. Anyway, I was writing, but outside the Internet, in my journals and it was just for me.
Yes, it was like this my old stories looked like – intention starts then action takes time, until something inside cooks.
What I know now it is still me I create new stories. The stories in which my heart know that a more beautiful world is possible! In these new stories, I met people at the right time and place, I connect with them, I reconnect with myself, I co-create time-space which is serving myself, the ones around me, Mother Earth and all the beings.
So, hello world, again! 😀
This is me on the way – trusting the process, noticing the struggle, breathing in and out, writing myself out.
This is me, who kept searching for myself for many years, believing my own and others bullshit. I still have a lot of it inside but I kindly look at it and holding it in my heart and as other special beings are holding my hand and are by my side, I rediscover my way back home.
A home where I (we) feel safe, protected, strong, soft, empowered, in congruence with oneness, with you, whomever you may be.
OH, same friend was telling me to become more specific so I will try that from now on. As specific intentions and thoughts drives to specific actions.
So, I write! 🙂
